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Saturday, October 01, 2005
Mountains and Molehills and...Anthills? Ohh my, this weekend has been great and grand and terrifying and stress-filled and strange. Yesterday night was Awards night at my old school. I went with my family, because my brother was getting an award, but I mostly wanted to see my friends. It was really nice. I miss them all so much. And it's weird because you don't realize it until you see them again, and have fun with them and then it's like, Oh, yeah. This. I liked this. Today I went to the University of Alberta's Open House. It was a great day. I am so excited for University. It all seems so interesting. People are only there if they want to be there and everybody is learning and enjoying it and it's like being nerdy is cool...ish. I don't know. It just seems so exciting. There are so many things I want to do and see and learn about. This helped me understand it all a bit more, I think. It's exciting. I'm excited. Two more years seems like such a long time to wait. Tonight I went to my friend Natasha's birthday party. Ohhhh my goodness. It was the best night ever. I laughed so hard I cried. It all felt so nice and normal and familliar. I miss that. I miss them. My friends. I've got good ones. I'm lucky. Tour starts tomorrow. It has snuck up on me like a crazed burglar in my house. I've been blindsided. I can't even explain all the things I am feeling about this. I am so scared. I think I'm excited....somewhere under all of the stress and anxiety and nerves there is excitement. But right now it's terrifying and I kind of want to cry. Okay. I need to get some serious sleep. As if. I will never sleep tonight. Good...day. Pray for me a little? Hailey spazzed at 10:07:00 p.m. ***
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