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Saturday, February 14, 2004
In Every Sense of the Word This past week has been awful. And I don't even know why - it's not like anything out of the ordinary has happened. I don't like this. I've been getting so incredibly upset over the stupidest things. Exhibit A: I got asked to babysit today. It was really short notice, but it's not like I had any other plans so it really wouldn't have been a problem. But between 3:30, when they phoned me to ask me and 5:30, when they finally came to pick me up, I had cried and cried and cried and I was practically hysterical and it was terrible horrible no-good very-bad. The entire time I was thinking, ' what the hell is wrong with me?'. I was acting so stupid and immature. Exhibit B: I'm not normally a morning person. But this past week I have taken my not-a-morning-person-ness to such extremes that now I'm no longer an afternoon person or an evening person. I've spent so much time in my room cursing and pacing and throwing things. (Things like clothing and pillows and blankets, not things like lampshades and stereos and dictionaries, just to clarify) Even at school, I swear I have become a completely and totally unlikable person. I am all of a sudden incredibly impatient (and I realize that I'm not a very patient person to begin with, but this is like ten times worse). I am frustrated so easily and all the time. Things come flying out of my mouth before I even begin to think about them. I'm glad that the weekend has finally arrived. Maybe by Tuesday I'll be normal again. Hailey spazzed at 12:44:00 a.m. ***
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