Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Stellar
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I've spent the last hour studying math for my midterm tomorrow (although, if my prayers are answered, the busses won't run again and I can spend tomorrow at home as well. Acctually, I'd almost rather go to school, just to get all of these stupid midterms over with instead of putting them off). It gets more and more frustrating the longer I study. Every new concept (okay so technically they aren't
new, as I've already learned them but I haven't exactly used them in a while) adds to all of the weird-exam-stress-y-ness going on and I am going to tear out all of my hair soon and then I'll eat it.
(eat it?)
So, I'm going to go back and study some more. I had to get that out of my system.
Later: Did some more studying and now I'm feeling a bit more prepared. Also watched Americas Next Top Model which was amusing, to say the least. It's full of pouty, whiny, wimpy girls (although who am I to talk, really...if there's one thing I've got to get over it's my own pouty, whiny, wimpy-ness.) Oh well, I suppose if anything this will make me realize how annoying these qualities must be in me. I don't even think I know what I'm talking about. Ignore me.
Dancing last night was
FANTASTIC. It was one of the best classes I've had in a long time (and I've had a lot of really really really good classes, so saying this means a lot. Hmmm...someday I will find a way to describe dancing in a way that will make people feel what I feel. Although I'm not sure how..I've tried. It's a toughie.) And my midterm went pretty well, so all in all yesterday was a pretty stellar day. Today was awesome, too, because I got to stay home from school. Yay for Snow Days. I watched two straight hours of Dawsons Creek, studied and did pilates. It was lovely.
Wow I had really better stop talking if I want to squeeze in some more study time before I finally call it quits. Ciao.
Hailey spazzed at 4:52:00 p.m.
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