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Monday, December 08, 2003 I woke up in the morning and was thoroughly disappointed by the fact that it was indeed Monday and I had to go to school. Getting out of bed was traumatic. And the thought of two more weeks of cursing at my alarm clock, getting ready for the day while still far more than half asleep, trudging through six hours of school and then spending another two or more hours at home doing homework was entirely depressing. It's still entirely depressing. Today was so uncomfortable. My head didn't stop pounding and every classroom I went in seemed colder than the last. I came home and was in such an awful mood, I yelled at my mom on the phone. I never yell at my mom. Then I cried because this all feels so hopeless and monotonous and bleak. I never cry, either. And now I'm wondering how, if this is what today was like, I will manage to get through these next two weeks. I realize I'm being exceedingly melodramatic and cynical but this mood I'm in - this utterly spiritless, morose outlook I have - seems impossible to get rid of. Hailey spazzed at 4:28:00 p.m. ***
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