Tuesday, December 30, 2003
In Which she Abuses the Thesaurus, Misuses the Semi-Colon and Fails to Make Any Sort Of Sense
Time has become an abstraction. Mondays and Tuesdays and Saturdays all bleed together to become a continual and overwhelming flow of nothing and everything all at once. Night and day have no meaning. Structure has dissolved into hours spent writing whilst sprawled on the floor; curled up in front of the television; staring at a computer screen. I want to break the cycle of my zombie-like existence but I don't think I know how. I dread the ever approaching school, but at least with school comes a schedule, a prupose, a motive. Right now I'm smothered in a lethargic comatose and I'm not always sure which way is up and which way is down. But then, was there ever a time when I could?
Hailey spazzed at 11:49:00 a.m.
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