Sunday, August 17, 2003

I feel like I should be doing something to "get ready". I feel like I should be running around my house frantically, preparing myself. The thing is, I think maybe I'm about as prepared as I can be.

I start classes with Cheremshyna tomorrow. Tomorrow. I really thought that by this time I would be panicking and worrying - I thought I would be so...what's the word...emotional?...right now. But I'm not. I'm not really anything. It still doesn't feel real. I still can't believe that I'm going to walk into that studio tomorrow and be a part of this group. This group that I've wanted to be a part of for so long. It's acctually happening and even months after knowing that I got in, I'm still astonished by the fact that I did it.



Hailey spazzed at 6:44:00 p.m.

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