Sunday, August 10, 2003

It's stormy outside again. I think I like storms [unless you're in a trailer at the lake. That's never fun. I learned that the hard way.] - I like the sound of the thunder and the rain, and I like knowing that I'm inside and protected from it all. I sounds like such a sap. Somebody shut me up.

Anyway, tomorrow is another lovely day of babysitting. I got barfed on the last time I babysit...... Just thought I'd mention it.

It's raining really hard now ... I like the rain.

School is coming closer and closer and still, part of me wants to go back and part of me really really doesn't. I'm looking forward to seeing all of my friends again - that'll definetly be a good thing. And I'm looking forward to all of the new teachers and whatnot. It's good to change things up a bit once in awhile. [okay, okay - we just got a whole whompload of new ones last year...so it's not like we were in dire need of a Change Up in the first place, but still...] I'm not looking forward to the homework I'll have to cram into hour-long car rides to and from dancing, or the projects that I don't understand, and the stories I'll be too scared to write, or the math questions I'll feel to stupid to ask about, or those mornings where I wake up and the only thing that makes staying awake bearable is the fact that I'll get to go back to sleep again in another seventeen hours. I don't want to go back to that scary place I was at last year, where the only things I wanted to do were sleep and breathe and nod whenever nodding was required. For the most part, I'm content with where I'm at and I don't want that to change.

Taa-Daa - that was Haileys Sob Story of the Day. Ladies and Gentlemen, she'll be here all week.

Hailey spazzed at 10:47:00 p.m.

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